Sunday, September 23, 2018

I'm currently in the process of writing something a bit controversial.  It has the potential to step on a lot of (or maybe a few) toes, but I'm willing to risk it for the sake of having something to say on the subject.  What caused this?

This article.
three women, magic power, fantasy


The only book I've ever published is about a character that I created in high school. 



So a lot of my long term ideas on women are somewhat compounded in that character.    I haven't taken the time to look at her as anything other than a fantasy daughter who I've been raising for more years than one of my own children.  As characters grow and as their creators mature, they begin to open up to new perspectives.  That is very much the reason why Eiko that exist as a novel/screenplay is a tad bit different than the comic intended source material.  I digress.

So these ideas on women are reflected in that major contribution to literature (sarcasm) that is Eiko.  But what does that mean you might be wondering.  

My attitudes on women and where those ideas come from are seen in the aspects of the characters entire existence.  They are a reflection of how I view women as a whole good or bad.  In Eiko I reflect my own desires for the perfect woman or at least how I would see them.  Because Eiko has been a constant companion we reflect on each other and 

I think that I am better for it.  This new article will go into some of the behind the scenes of why Eiko reflects how I feel and the strength the character has that goes towards being a person than a gender stereotype.  Some people might disagree.  It deals with a few subjects that may make people uncomfortable hearing. My hope is to express a very positive attitude and show something about how I create and what values are important to me and possibly why they should be important to all content creators.

listening to Eric Prydz - Opus

In deep thought

Nytmaer

Saturday, August 4, 2018

What you learn: How you learn it Part: 1

I grew up during the 80's and for my time I'd like to think that I was a little eccentric back then.  My mind was always racing and while I wouldn't say I was hyperactive, I did have quite the imagination.  My mom loved books and she loved reading, so I grew up with a health appreciation for fine literature, romance, scandal rags and books of every different subject under the sun.  This along with my obsessive personality developed into what I like to call Passion Project side.

The Passion Project side is when I suddenly decide to create something amazing.  It may not be amazing, but it's more than a little bit interesting.  It is during these phases (and I go through them often) that I develop a bit of functional expertise.  By engaging in these projects of my own accord, I become well versed in how to complete the tasks required to complete the project.  Even if the project isn't that good, at the very least, I've developed some interesting skills in the process.  Don't believe me?  You seem a little skeptical.  Well I've got some of my own personal examples.  In fact you can say my career as a creator is based on a lot of what was gained from completing these projects or even engaging in them.

Example 1:  When I was making In Case of Hope animatic, I had to become familiar with various parts of making a film.  Even if it wasn't going into full production, I had to learn how to complete a film project with my own resources and what I was able to accomplish with a virtually unpromised budget.

My tasks as outlined by the credits of the finished result.

Screenwriter
Producer
Location Scout
Talent Scout
Director
Cinematographer
Editor
FX

Starting with the screenwriter.  Learning screenwriting was probably the most rewarding time I've spent learning how to do anything.  I learned not only to look at movies from the eye of one who creates them but to also appreciate the development of a well written script.  I spent hundreds of hours reading through all types of screenplays; from the most well known to the scripts of up and comers.  Screenwriting gave me the ability to form a story from idea to written medium.  That's very important because it shows that I have the ability to complete something as complicated as a screenplay.

The Producer. 


According to an Article in TIME Magazine:
"A producer may do any or all of these: find the literary property (a novel, play or original script), shape the idea into a viable film, raise the money, hire the director, choose the cast, oversee production and postproduction, mastermind the marketing, negotiate the worldwide rights — be a movie’s begetter and first, demanding viewer. Any or all, or next to none".

As the projects producer I had to play with the scale and shape the idea into something of a viable project.  I would be the one hiring myself as the Director.  I would be the one selecting the cast.  I would be overseeing productions and post production.  Being a director meant that I was the person responsible for every role and that I only answered to myself.  

Now, in spite of good intentions, this was in effect a thankless, payless endeavor; but it was a great experience and reveals a quality in me that I'm rather proud of.  I can do honest work for the sake of personal group even if it doesn't pay in terms of money.

That out the way; I knew what I had to do, but I didn't know how to go about it.  I needed to do some honest research.  Long hours of books, articles, Youtube Videos would be my only companions some nights, but I was determined to do this.

Location Scout

Finding the perfect place to shoot didn't require much.  Being saavy on the internet gives you advantages.  Knowing people who also know the web is very advantageous.  At the suggestion of a friend I was able to find a location with very few issues and deep enough that any shot would not be ruined by people to curious or too nosy.  It was during this time I learned about the legalities of shooting in public places.  Unlike what some people think, that is not always easy or possible to capture in a public space without ample preparation. The legal issues of capturing people who do not consent could leave you in a legal hellscape that you don't want to be in.  With that in mind, I made sure that the location would meet all of those needs.  It was perfect for the scale and scope of the shots.  

Talent Scout

Finding the right people requires an understanding of the roles they will fulfill.  Your choice in casting could make or break the project in a big way.  Think of all those who applied for the roles in major blockbusters but the role was given to someone else, like the Nicholas Cage as Superman, or Will Smith as Neo instead of Keanu Reeves.  I placed an ad on Craigslist and held interviews online using Skype or accepting videos.  I wrote a sample script for interviewers to read and I would judge their performance.  

The interview process took several months, as I was determined to find a person to best represent the character they would be portraying.  I couldn't put it all into words, but I'd know it when I saw it.  I got some very 

Ultimately I selected this guy: Tim Parrish.  You might have seen him on Ballers recently.  I could tell in his work that he was the right guy and I've continued to support his talent since.  He did me a big favor by agreeing to work for nothing, but that's just the kind of guy he is, and is a credit to his talent and professionalism.  

That being said, that is the quality of the talent I was able to draw in and that wasn't easy, but in order to do what needed doing I had to be willing to take it up a notch.

Here is where a major shift happens.  I go from behind the scenes, gathering all the necessary pieces of the puzzle to collecting and directing the major piece.  Capturing the footage.  Up to this point I have largely worked on my own.  For all the things I've done up until this point, from gathering mock weapons, to collecting pieces of wardrobe, down to getting the camera and lenses.  

There's more to tell, and I'll be back with Part 2 Next week.




Tuesday, April 10, 2018

5 Reasons Why you should support your friends...



Someone posted this on Twitter, and it really drove home a point.  When someone becomes passionate about something, the people around them (friends, family) can often forget how difficult it can be to push that something forward without help.  When they forget, you can remind them with this 

"5 Reasons why you should support your friends."


Dbz Steph Curry hits that J

5. People who have support can often find greater motivation to succeed.



Think about it.  How easy is it to believe you can succeed at something?  Pretty easy right?  Think about that feeling magnified by when you know people are supporting you, knowing that they believe in you?  People cheer their favorite teams on their favorite player hoping that their words, their shreks, somehow reach them and help them push through harder.  It's why there are cheer leaders whose only purpose is to help rouse the crowd.  It's purely psychological, but it works.  After all it's easier to reach the top when so many people are pushing you from the bottom.


GT Bulma yelling at Goku with Vegeta in leather jacket

4. Friends make good sounding boards.

Imagine you are into nanoscale robotic assemblies and your best friend or even your mother, knows nothing about them.  Attempting to explain it to them can be a haphazard experience, but in doing so, you are also learning how to explain it to other who are of equal knowledge.  Other times it can be the simplicity of explaining an idea to someone to see if it sounds remotely feasible.  Sometimes we get excited and we overlook the common aspects of an idea, like does it work under common usage.  Having someone to ask; a friend, spouse, family member what they think is a good way to help make sure that the wilder ideas stay in the brain. 


SS God Goku charging his energy.

3. It can help produce a far greater result.

As a content creator, it's a known fact that what you produce often improves as your audience grows.  When your friends and family are among that audience, you want to impress them and not waste their time.  Knowing them, it is often easier to get good feedback.  If they are close, they may be brutal, but they will help provide some of the best feedback.  That feedback when utilized, goes back into the product to help it improve.  Eventually with enough feedback, the outgoing content is sharp and refined.


Vegeta clapping

2. Support reveals a belief in their competency.

Saying you can do something and then actually doing it are two different things.  When you support your friends, (their dream, their professional change, etc), you are saying to them: I believe in you.  I believe you possess the wisdom and knowledge to meet and ultimately exceed your goals.  You are competent enough to complete that transaction.  To ones who are creative, that kind of support goes a long way.


Goten and Earthlings give their energy.

1. The greater the support, the greater the reach.



Everyone knows someone who knows someone.  This is just my theory, but it's it quite sound.  You share at least five things in common with your friends and family, and these could be completely silly things like pieces of bread and Big Bang Theory, but more than likely, your friends and family may share more in common and they have friends that they may also share things in common with, and they have friends who...you see where I am going with this?

  Another way of looking at it.  Have you ever asked your friend or family for a recommendation for a good place to eat and upon eating at that place, realized it was AMAZING?  So much, that you took your date there and they raved about so they told their friends.  The word of one person, branched outward reaching the ears of at least five people. The owner of that restaurant now has more business.  Think of your friend as the owner of that restaurant.

It can be tough to support your friends, but they who need it, become better for it. 
I'm one of those people who is in need of support of some friends but I want to give as well.  You can check out my blog Nytmaer's Dreamspace.  You can also follow me on @Torgnytmaer on Twitter and if you're into gaming, you can check me out at my Twitch: www.twitch.tv/theoriginalnytmaer.

Stay Awesome!





Tuesday, March 27, 2018

The Hard Truths: You're going to fail...


You may as well accept it.  Failure is a reality, it's a fact.  You're going to fail somewhere in the process.  You are going to hit depths that make hell seem like a kiddie pool.  It's going to be terrible.  Screwing up when trying to succeed is going to happen.  It's all part of the process, the trial and error.  Failure is a hard feeling to deal with.  It can make you feel as though everything bad that happens is your fault and yours alone. It can make you feel that you have no chance to succeed, that your plans and actions are worthless.  This is often an over-exaggeration of the truth.




Failure is real.  Accept it.

When you do fail, I want you to remember and follow the Five R's of Failure.
  • Reflect on how it makes you feel.  Why do you feel as bad as you do?  Know why you feel the way you do.  If the reason seems illogical, it probably is.
  • Resign your emotions.  Take the time to come to terms with your feelings.  How you feel is as important as what you feel.  Take the time to get your head and heart aligned.
  • Resolve to make each successive failure hurt less.  The things about successive failures is that they often hurt less as you become more proficient in handling misfortune.
  • Repair the damage.  Failure sometimes breaks something inside of us and it is often easy to start over without repairing what was broken.  Like pouring water through a hose that has a hole in it.  You must take some time to make repairs so that when you go to the next step you are ready.
  • Restart the process anew.  Failure is only failure when you don't continue to try and succeed at what you were originally trying for.  Restarting is important.  It's the whole get back on the bike part after you've fallen off.  
Failure is only the end when you allow it to be.  Accept what you learn from the experience and grow from it.

The Hard Truths: Everybody isn't coming along

It's a sad truth, but one that you have to accept.  As you reach for the golden ring of success and strive to make things better, you have to realize that everyone isn't going to come along for the ride.  We've all got friends and family, some that want us to do well, some that will just be there as long as we are (doing well).  Some will reappear at random and disappear just as often.  You are going to have to cut some people loose.  

"Most of my boys are with me, some are still out seeking glory. Some I had to leave behind, my brother I'm still sorry..." 7 Years Old. Lukas Graham. Lukas Graham,Warner Brothers/Copenhagen Records. 2015.


You may love them dearly.  You may have made promises to keep them close.  Just remember that a promise is an agreement and unless contractually bound (and sometimes not even then) a promise can be broken.  It's sad, but it is the truth.  The sooner you accept it, the easier the sting when it comes true.  Know when to get toxic people out of your life.